Post by leinadzerimar on Nov 18, 2009 13:42:15 GMT -5
First of all, I don't want to get mixed with Religion... i may mention it, but just for reference...
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Force... All started since i was a young kid, my father used to tell me we were Jedi's, so we needed to act like one, he teched me how to Act like one, the peace, love to life beings, controlling emotions and evrything....
After that, some questions came to my head with the time...
"Electromagnetic Energy....Living Energy...Spiritual Energy...Natural Energy...."
So I started my own journey (sometimes in fields, sometimes in Internet xD)
I discovered that old tribes used to think of Animals as Spirit guides... ( i discovered that trough Mrs. Darth Vader's Info. I'm a Bear, I'll explain latter :3) so yeah, i started to go deep in Religion, as Spiritual Energy, because I'm living right now in Arab. i can see the way they feel their religion, i didn't us to take my old religion like that...so i discovered the concept of Daemon( yeah, those things in Golden Compass) they're from an old Nordic religion and so i tried to discover him by taking him out of me, into another living being, in this case, my cat...
First i tried to unleash it inside me with Hypnosis and Telekinesis, but none of them work... so yeah, i just started to believe we'all have an inner demon(daemon) inside us...
After that, I road that they're represented as an amount of life energy, Spiritual Energy outside us... "A mythical force..."
While going deep and deep into that concept, i asked myself
"But if this is represented as a force outside us..."
I always defend the fact that the Force from Star wars is not only for the movie, it can actually be truth for some, like me... i I found out this great page Jedi Archive.
I found out that i was practicing the ways of the force without knowing, by:
-Trying to put my "Living Energy" outside me using meditation and hypnosis
-Being respect full and Acting like a Jedi, thinking of myself as a Jedi.
-never doubt that the force is around me, and i can sometimes fell it, or maybe is just luck...
Those are the thing that keep me doing the beginners exercises on that page, and if this forum is not 100% active, it's OK, i just want to read others experience, i tough i was a Jedi Knight, but I'm just a Padawan, but i think i can do my best, I do act like a Jedi, but i want to know the ways of the force an Be a Jedi, not act like one...
My Bro. likes Star Wars as a Film, and he's a Filmmaker, so he can't see the force as i do...
My latest training are
-Meditation (basic)
-Ahweh's and Jul-Qui beginner exercises
-Some Force exercise it self
I try to meditate in the School to put them in test, at least I've been able to predict when someone is just about to trow me a bottle, but i can just react like a "danger" sense, not avoid it itself...
Well, that's the way I became a Force user Wannabe, I'm trying to do my best, but I'm not a Emotionless Jedi yet, i think i fallow more the way that Kyle Katarn use to teach at the Jedi Academy (in the star wars world)
so I consider myself to be a Shadow Jedi - Padawan now
"**Pure Shadow Jedi**
I am a Pure Shadow Jedi;"One of a kind my friend! Many people try to have that equal balance like me! Just the right about of good, and the right amount of being bad. I'm most likely to help an old woman cross the road but drive off and leave no note to a car that you just hit"."
Greeting and thanks for reading
- Leinad Zerimar
_______________________________________________
Force... All started since i was a young kid, my father used to tell me we were Jedi's, so we needed to act like one, he teched me how to Act like one, the peace, love to life beings, controlling emotions and evrything....
After that, some questions came to my head with the time...
"Electromagnetic Energy....Living Energy...Spiritual Energy...Natural Energy...."
So I started my own journey (sometimes in fields, sometimes in Internet xD)
I discovered that old tribes used to think of Animals as Spirit guides... ( i discovered that trough Mrs. Darth Vader's Info. I'm a Bear, I'll explain latter :3) so yeah, i started to go deep in Religion, as Spiritual Energy, because I'm living right now in Arab. i can see the way they feel their religion, i didn't us to take my old religion like that...so i discovered the concept of Daemon( yeah, those things in Golden Compass) they're from an old Nordic religion and so i tried to discover him by taking him out of me, into another living being, in this case, my cat...
First i tried to unleash it inside me with Hypnosis and Telekinesis, but none of them work... so yeah, i just started to believe we'all have an inner demon(daemon) inside us...
After that, I road that they're represented as an amount of life energy, Spiritual Energy outside us... "A mythical force..."
While going deep and deep into that concept, i asked myself
"But if this is represented as a force outside us..."
I always defend the fact that the Force from Star wars is not only for the movie, it can actually be truth for some, like me... i I found out this great page Jedi Archive.
I found out that i was practicing the ways of the force without knowing, by:
-Trying to put my "Living Energy" outside me using meditation and hypnosis
-Being respect full and Acting like a Jedi, thinking of myself as a Jedi.
-never doubt that the force is around me, and i can sometimes fell it, or maybe is just luck...
Those are the thing that keep me doing the beginners exercises on that page, and if this forum is not 100% active, it's OK, i just want to read others experience, i tough i was a Jedi Knight, but I'm just a Padawan, but i think i can do my best, I do act like a Jedi, but i want to know the ways of the force an Be a Jedi, not act like one...
My Bro. likes Star Wars as a Film, and he's a Filmmaker, so he can't see the force as i do...
My latest training are
-Meditation (basic)
-Ahweh's and Jul-Qui beginner exercises
-Some Force exercise it self
I try to meditate in the School to put them in test, at least I've been able to predict when someone is just about to trow me a bottle, but i can just react like a "danger" sense, not avoid it itself...
Well, that's the way I became a Force user Wannabe, I'm trying to do my best, but I'm not a Emotionless Jedi yet, i think i fallow more the way that Kyle Katarn use to teach at the Jedi Academy (in the star wars world)
so I consider myself to be a Shadow Jedi - Padawan now
"**Pure Shadow Jedi**
I am a Pure Shadow Jedi;"One of a kind my friend! Many people try to have that equal balance like me! Just the right about of good, and the right amount of being bad. I'm most likely to help an old woman cross the road but drive off and leave no note to a car that you just hit"."
Greeting and thanks for reading
- Leinad Zerimar